Weepers
shared by Suzin McNeill
WORD
OF THE LORD
There
are great weepers with enlarged, deepened, compassionate hearts that
are coming forth in the midst to my people, Israel. Some will cry, and
many just will not understand because they will not be weeping at
acceptable times.
Many
will be joyous and services will continue as the weepers stand and cry
the silent tears of their Lord. Who will know them but I, Myself, says
the Lord? They will come forth appearing so very broken in their sorrow
that many will mistake them as going through something severe and
tragic. Their tears will flow and I will send power to heal as never
before because of their compassion on many. How long will they cry? They
will cry and cry and cry. They will weep for the sin that is sickening
the body. They will weep for the manifestation of the sons of God. They
will weep as women in labor and they will move My heart to heal all
woundedness. These are the new ones arising with healing in their tears
and their hands.
Prepare yourselves for as their tears fall cleansing and healing
will come. Prepare yourselves for I will come and I will dry their
tears. Prepare yourselves for My quieted weepers. In a dream, I was at a
nice modern glass building speaking to some ladies and they were
talking about a very attractive dentist in the building. I told them
that I had just seen that dentist and he could fix my teeth anytime. One
lady jokingly said that she was considering not brushing her teeth
again so she could get cavities and would have to spend time in his
chair. There was a gaiety that only close girlfriends could share. One
of the ladies said I think your red gas can is on fire. I ran a distance
and went up the hill where it was burning and I saw an older man who I
loved much and he was right there where the gas can fire had ignited.
There was a pile of garbage with medical waste, bloody wrappings,
gauze, needles, beer cans, old newspapers, magazines, and just filth
with a sickening stench in the place on which his head rested. The smoke
was everywhere and burning my nostrils. I reached for him in tears as
he spoke and asked me, where are those children's books you wrote? I
answered, in a box somewhere in storage. Then, he told me that I needed
to finish them and get published. I told him not to worry that I would
finish them and get everything together. He then said, and you must
share the other books too, and that they were really important to God. I
tried to soothe him and tell him I was all right and I was just getting
back where I could write and share. His chest seemed to tighten and he
breathed out his spirit like in a final breath, with a sigh. My crying
continued and as I raised my head I looked out into the expanse and saw
what looked liked bombed and burning buildings with smoke and small
fires everywhere. I knew that at every small fire there were was someone
almost dead and burning. I saw so many small gas can fires, much
darkness, and smelled so much putrid sulfuric smoke that nausea shook
me. My husband woke me because I was crying and moaning in my sleep. My
tears have not stopped for hours.
I knew the life of this older man, he had died in the natural
physical sense two years ago but, here I was kneeling beside him hearing
his admonition to write as he was speaking his last words. I had heard
him pray many times. He had prayed for me. He had done much for others.
He gave to the poor. He attended church, prayed in tongues, prayed for
others, and spoke often of The Lord. He had a gentle spirit and a raging
spirit at times. He could be stubborn about the things he wanted, but
he was usually kind. By all accounts he was what Christians call
"saved", but I saw him there as if he had been unable to find rest. In
all accounting to the witness of the Holy Spirit, this man had been in
hell, in the outskirts of hell, and had spent the last two years there.
I know that Peter wrote of preaching in hell. I know that people
can be pulled out from hell. I know that there was just no joy when this
man was buried after his long illness. Later I heard from the few who
had attended his funeral that they also had this same sense of
foreboding. By all-natural
sight and listening to this man were saved by the standards in Christianity. He had a witness.
The words of the weepers came about eleven o'clock last night. The
vision/dream came early morning. Now I am overtaken with this weeping
and the sense of loss before God. My heart has forever changed. Can
there be salvation without laying one's life down to its death? Can
there be a broad walk on the pathway to heaven where the will of the
Lord is just doing what seems right? How close can we walk without
hearing The Lord's voice and seeking His will daily? These are life
questions for each one of us and I realize that we truly must work out
our salvation with fear and trembling. I am simply left, as a tremble
with a deepened fear of Almighty God,
and left as a weeper until...
a handmaiden note
Meat brings strength. Strength is found only in the very expressed
will of God. Tears are meat and strengthening to the psalmist who cries
for the people of God. Find the will of God, that's where Jesus walked.
Jesus went apart from His disciples again and again and would spend
time with His Father. He sought fellowship and His Father's will to do
it. Jesus simply came to do His Father's will. He walked to Samaria to
speak to a woman at the well. He attended a wedding feast. He only went
out as His Father directed. He came to do specific ordained works found
in the expressed will of His Father. Gethsemane was the will and the
Cross of Calvary was the will of His Father. He laid down His life to do
the will of another. How often do we deny ourselves in doing what we
want? The will of God almost always walks you against your desires in
serving self. It cuts against the self and removes us from doing our
things. We must seek His will daily to know it and do it. Get strong
knowing that you will surely cry and you will have strength in your
tears to change you through the walk you are called to walk doing the
will of God from the heart. There is no birthing without tears. No work
in the harvest can be sustained without the strength of protein within
the workers. Cry out, listen and do his will. Whatsoever He says unto
you, do it. Service to man without The LORD'S direction brings acts of
futility. Blessings and rewards are heaped upon those who seek His will
to do it in this life and life everlasting.
In Christ,
warnings are true. There is a path that seems right and the end thereof
is destruction.
Lord have mercy on me and on all who cry for the people of God, in the
power name, JESUS. 7-7-2006
As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after
thee, O God.
My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and
appear before God?
My tears have been my meat day and night, whil say ye they
continually unto me, Where is thy God?
For the psalmist tears were appointed as his meat as he poured
out his heart before God. Meat as a protein does make us stronger. Meat
also was spoken of by Jesus.
In the mean while his disciples prayed him, saying, Master, eat.
But he said unto them, I have meat to eat that ye know not of. Therefore said the disciples one to another, Hath any man brought
him aught to eat? Jesus saith unto them, my meat is to do the will of him that sent
me, and to finish his work.
Say not ye, There are yet four months and then cometh harvest? behold, I say
unto you, Lift up your eyes, and look on the fields; for they are white
already to harvest.
I delight to do thy will, O my God: yea, thy law is within my heart.
Withhold not thou thy tender mercies from me, O Lord: let thy loving
kindness and thy truth continually preserve me.
My heart is inditing a good matter: I speak of the things which I
have made touching the king: my tongue is the pen of a ready writer. I
set my will and resolve to finish those things entrusted to me in Jesus
name.
Divine Lordship is not a threat; rather it’s the
place of greatest safety.
Divine Lordship is not a threat; rather it’s the
place of greatest safety.